Wow, what a ride this all has been!!
Just think that in 24some hours from now we will be on the road, starting a new life in a whole new place. A place we have been longing to be. It all seems so unreal yet to me. I am feeling really emotional right now, and I didn’t think I would be. My whole life from the time I left my Mothers womb, to now has been spent here. I will miss some of it. But I am also looking forward to the change.
Last night my Dad had us all meet up for pizza for our one last dinner together. It was actually bitter-sweet. There were quite a few emotions, some not shown, but I know they are there. I felt like I was almost saying good bye forever, but I know that I am not. We will be around again someday. Besides, I am just a phone call away. Sometimes hearing someones voice and feeling they are near can be good enough.
Today is crunch day. Make sure this house is prim and proper, all the final things are packed onto the trailer and truck that my Dad rented for us. If it wasn’t for him, I would have been forced to leave behind some of the things that really meant a lot to me, as they wouldn’t fit onto the truck. That was very very nice of him to do. He said last night that where we are moving to, it is a good 900 miles from here. Wow, just think of that. That is quite a good distance!! I will just be happy when we get there.
My internet and tv will be shut off some time today, so I thought I would blog one final time before hitting the road. I will have access again on Monday, so that isn’t too bad. Hopefully on Monday night, I will get another blog entry back up so you all know that I made it safe and sound.
Yesterday we hit 65 degrees, and it was so nice. Today they are calling for 2-3″ of rain/snow mix. Go figure! Just exactly the kind of weather that I definitely will not miss. So many changes ahead. I welcome them all with open arms. Everyone in life needs a change at some point. This just happens to be one of the biggest we will have made.
Oh how tired I am. It is only 5:00 AM here, and I just couldn’t sleep any longer. My mind is full of too many thoughts. Sleep will come again tonight for me. The last night here. The moving company called yesterday already and said that the truck is due to arrive today. I was like: “What already??” We won’t be there until Sunday evening, but they will deliver our goods on Monday instead. That is good. So it looks like we may only be sleeping on the floor at the new place for only 1 night instead of 2. That much better to me! I will be very happy to have my bed back again. I know the kids will be also.
Today is their last day at their school. The teachers have some nice things planned for them. I know they will adapt fine. Within a couple of weeks, they will make new friends. Kids adjust easier than people give them credit for. I do expect a few attitude problems (not like there isn’t any now), but I will be more understanding when/if it does happen. To me that is all human nature. As long as they have Mommy and Daddy, they will be happy. We are rarely ever apart from them, so they lean on us quite a bit, and I wouldn’t have it any other way.
Well even though I am awake before the birds, I feel like I should put a dent into my cleaning, so off I go to start the final stages of that. It is amazing how fast the day goes by when you have so much to do.
TGIF everyone!! I will be back online in a few days………..Try not to miss me too much!!!
Lots of love and warm wishes to you all (and me as well)!!!! Talk again in a few days!! MUAH!